I feel like updating today for no special reason. Actually, today I is one fun day and to top it off, there's 2PM's Special Performance which was hot.
Why is today is a fun day you ask me (even if you don't ask, pretend you did). Well, firstly today I went shopping with my mom and I got a lot of things (well, kind of).
I bought this shoes which is super hot (is that a way to describe shoes? But whatever), 2 jeans, 2 t-shirt (one of it looks like Gong Min Ji's shirt and another one is just cool), one blouse (which is super cool) and belts. I know it's not that much but I'm very thankful for it.
But I still want some things, for example;
1. Yellow Crocs
I know I have one green one but I love the yellow. Therefore, I'm going to get one when I have the chance. My dad said that they're selling it at RM80 somewhere. Gonna go there and get one of this.
2. Converse Shoes
I don't really want black. I want the one like 2NE1 is wearing which is very cool. But they have heels which is super duper cool.
3. Park Jae Beom
Really need this one after the hot performance. NO wonder they won the Hot Performance Awards. The new hair cut is nice.
Gonna end it here. This holiday is frustrating. That's all I'm gonna say!
This is like the first time I'm going to reveal my storyline for Silk (which is the theme for this year's CeMa). This is actually a script for the sad which I made - which was rejected. Actually, I just read it again tonight and I find it amazingly interesting.
Please ignore my grammar because I know, English is not my best subject!
I close my eyes.
A silk.
What does it mean?
He sends me the silk years ago and after 10 long years, I can never figure it out. What does it symbolize? Why did he give it to me?
Maybe my questions will be answered today. After 10 long years, I am finally going back home. It is not like I don’t want to go back, it’s just that, I’m scared.
I’m scared of the…
Truth,
The fact that I left them alone when they needed me the most.
After waiting for what seems eternity, the LRT finally arrives. She steps in the LRT and finally found the perfect place to sit.
Why did he give me the scarf? I remembered the day I went to the city to pursue my dreams. He ran after me despite the fact that he was wheezing due to his asthma, just to give me this silk and I don’t know why.
I closed my eyes again and figment of my memories appeared before my eyes.
He was cleaning his closet and found a golden silk.
“What is that daddy?” she asked him innocently trying to find an answer. “That is a silk scarf. Do you know that the silk worm takes approximately 72 hours to make one whole cocoon? I want you to be like that. I want you to work hard to achieve your goal,” he answered back while patting her head.
She smiled.
So that’s what he meant. He wants me to work hard to achieve my ambition. So he wants to remind me to work hard to achieve my dreams.
But that’s not all. I remembered that he said, “When you achieve your dreams just like the silk worm, I don’t want you to be the moth. Don’t ever forget the cocoon that transforms you into a beautiful butterfly.”
I could never understand what he meant. Until today. I just realized. What he meant is that when you are successful, you shouldn’t forget the important component to your success. Like in my case, the important component is him, himself.
When he gave me the silk scarf, he wants me to remember that I have to work hard to achieve my dreams but when I’m successful, I should never forget about him, about my family.
If only I realize this earlier. If only…
The LRT will stop at (insert place name) in 10 minutes. Passengers are reminded to be ready to leave the LRT.
I can make it right now. I can make it right to him now and tell him that I remembered. I am not like the moth.I remembered him and thankful to him for being there for me.
When the door opens, she ran back to her house. She was so eager tosee her father.She wants to hug her father’s body and she wants to kiss his wrinkly old face.
“Welcome home,” she said as if she was expecting a warm welcome from her father. The only thing that welcomes her is the white cloth that covers the furniture.
It was too late. She is like the moth and her father is just like the silk. Plain to see but the most valuable thing in her life. After all he is the cocoon that make her into a beautiful butterfly. But it is too late.
The End
Much better than the love story, I have to say. Well, what is done is done. And I have to say that this is such a wonderful story made by me. I think I should stop praising myself. Okay! Stop Giuleta! Need to stop doing things like this.
Should do my homework now!
This is a very random post! But I don't care. Not like anyone is reading my blog!
Btw, just to tell everybody. I cut my hair and it's SO different. Don't be shock when school reopens!
To you realize how the Korean Entertainment Industries picks the best leader for each group. Since I have no job to do since holiday already started, here's a few leaders that I think they really ARE a leader.
1. Kwon Ji Young - G-Dragon (Leader for Big Bang)
He is seriously a leader. He wrote a lot of songs for his group. I mean seriously look at him. He is different from the others and carry a charismatic aura when he is performing. When you watch a performance you will know straight away that he is the leader by the way he move. I mean seriously. Just look at him, how many people can work such a look. Trust HIM and only him to do such a weird thing and still looks good.
2. Park Jae Bum
One word, he's ***. He may not speak well but the way he dance and what he do on stage, you will say he's the LEADER! I love leaders! Haha. So yea. Nothing much to say about him except his hotness. As usual...
3. CL
She's just amazing. The way she perform and the charisma she carries around her is enough to make her the best female in this industries. She is the leader because she is just AMAZING! She makes everyone thinks she's cool. Why? Because she is COOL!
School have been bleh. So just understand what's coming up in today's post.
One students or maybe two is diagnosed of A(H1N1) which some find very scary but for some reason, I find it funny when some parents actually stop their children from going to school. Of course the kid will find it fun to skip school but I don't think it's necessary. I mean seriously.
I think if you're meant to get it, you'll get it somehow even if you skip school for a long time. What's important is to drink a lot of water, buy two bottles of hand sanitizer, eat a balanced meal which means a lot of fruits and vegetables and just keep your immune system strong. Unlike me, who have a seriously weak immune system, you can't help it to be affected really easily, you can maybe try your best to be healthy. You know what I mean.
So be cool, calm and collected. And one reminder, don't take antiviral because you feel like it because it will make things worst for you when it becomes immune to it. So don't be too smart also. Just stay healthy and stay ALIVE! Haha.
So school have been quite hectic with me since I'm still catching up. Things are not too good for me since I'm always tired. When I say tired, I mean sleepy obviously. I don't know why I'm so lethargic. No bowel movement maybe. Haha.
Do you know I can sleep from 5-7.30. Then at 7.30 I eat and I'll sleep again until morning. Don't you think that's a bit too long. I think so and sometimes it scares me at how I can sleep so long but still didn't get enough. Maybe I got a psychological disorder or something. But whatever.
So I'm trying my best to do everything now and I seriously need a holiday. Unlike someone I know who didn't go to school because he feel sick. Seriously, I don't know what's wrong with my brother. So weak for no particular reason.
That's all for today. I just feel like updating. That's why I did!
So today I basically do my homework and studied my Chemistry. Well not because I'm very hardworking our something but it's just I have to do that because I miss one month of school. Time to catch up, you know. After missing out so many things, it's time to do all my work and catch up because I don't want to be left out.
I have to keep up to my standards and don't fall out you know. I feel weird talking about this but I think this is who I am. Haha. SO I went to my cousins house today. Quite fun to meet everyone again. Haha.
By the way, DBSK is on the verge of breaking up. It's like a dream come true. Haha. And 2NE1 have been winning a lot of times and I'm loving it! I mean seriously. And I found a funny picture! Look at this picture.
Taec is practically towering everyone. He's like the Eiffel Tower. Haha. Very funny! Schools starting in another 12 hours. How I need a holiday. After Fame, Plat and the workloads, I need a holiday! I mean seriously. I am majorly seriously tired and I'm getting sicker everyday.
Yes, I know, I have a bad immune system but hey, at least I got one. That doesn't make sense but it's my blog so I can say whatever I want to say. I feel like blogging about Plat but I don't want to, I think. I don't know. Don't feel like it! haha.
So that's all for today! Maybe gonna update tomorrow, next week or another month. No one knows! Haha
Well, everyone must wonder about my new title for my blog. I am indeed in LOVE with 2PM. I don't exactly know when. I remember loving their Hate you performance and then I can't stop watching their performance. And then suddenly I like Junsu and then found Junsu looks a bit lame so I decided to like Jae Bum.
Very Hot Jae Bum! Haha. So yea. Then I like Jae Bum. That's all. I know totally unnecessary post about 2PM. But I seriously like them. But I don't know until when I will like 2PM because I tend to like people for shot period of time.
I think I should come back because it's stupid to actually have a blog and just ignore it. So what happen for the past few months I didn't update. I must say a lot.
Firstly I would like to mention about my participation in Fame the Musical which was awesome and a wonderful experience. I met a lot of new people and had fun there.
After Fame, I went for Platinum Expedition which was really memorable. I have to admit that it was very tiring and it pushes you to your limit but I have to say it was fun and I learn a lot of new things.
And now, I'm trying to catch up with my studies. Not to mention, yesterday's Commencement and Prize Giving Ceremony. It was tiring but it's a whole new experience.
Now, I'm kind of sick with sore throat, running nose and coughs. I don't have a fever though if not I have to go and check. Haha. So that's all I think. Still no mood to blog! Haha
