1st post of 2011

Well, clearly I have been on hiatus for quite sometimes and it's 2011 now. 2010 was a great year filled with lots of great memories. Though I don't want to go through 2010 again, but it is one of the great years of my life. I thought that 2011 will be a fun, carefree and easy year for me but clearly I'm wrong because now, I'm in college with pile of work. And for some weird reason, I am very LAZY to do any work.

Like usually I will come back from school and do homework but now, I'm like go back, watch funny things and then sleep. Like WTH right. And what is bad is that all my work is piling up. But whatever, I don't care. Last year was a hectic year so why don't I have a good and happy year this year. My dream for this year is to enjoy myself. But not that much I guess cause clearly I can't keep ignoring all my work.

Btw, I just realized that I always contradict myself when typing in blogger. One part is said like this and the other part, another way. But whatever because clearly this is my blog and I don't care what people think. Anyway, I just realized I ask a lot of questions to people. Like I'll ask question about anything I like. But I think it's a good point because then people cannot cheat me so easily. Though I can be annoying sometimes, I don't really care. As long as I'm happy, that's good for me.

And whoever that read the last sentence there will think I'm selfish but to make things clear, I am not and I think that it's quite awesome to not care about what people think. This is because I think that the community that I'm living in is too conscious about what people think and live a miserable life. So I won't do that and just do whatever I want. Haha. I like it when I type something like that. Makes me sound cool and what not.

Anyway, I've been craving to write things because A-Levels doesn't require you to write an English essay or anything so I have to channel this ginormous idea somewhere and here is the place for me to write anything I want happily. So, college is great especially when meeting new people and knowing new people. But I still love to stay at home and sleep.

And that is all for now since I'm just ranting everything here. Btw, did anyone miss me and my awesome contradicting blogging? If you do, leave a message with "Great! You're back."

P/S: I really like to get all this weird messages so just leave it there and make me happy. :D

My Girlfriend is a Gumiho

Firstly, don't freak out and thing that I got a girlfriend named Gumiho. That is so weird in so many ways. It's actually a drama which is twisted, awesome, makes you don't sleep at night, makes you forget about the world you're living in and make you cry like freaking mad. I'm writing this post because viikii is taking forever to just load a segment. How the heck am I gonna survive this.

So I've been watching 14 episodes of the drama and I love this drama. Because it's different. When something happens, I always thought that it will be like any other drama but no, it's awesomer because it's unpredictable. And did I tell you that it revolves around mythical creature. Like WHAT! AWESOME! I know I sound pretty drunk here but it's just the story. If you watch it, you'll be like me. I only sleep for 2 hours last night but I can survive today because it's the power of DRAMA. The awesome feeling when you watch a drama. I love it.

That's all for now because I think it's loading now. :D

Studying

You know, it's hard to study. There's always distractions. You tend to do things when you are studying. For example, I'm studying and then, there's a small part of me will be curious about something so simple that I ended up googling it or wikipedia it. People call it procrastinating but what I call it is short attention time span. It's like you can only concentrate that much for a certain time only. After that time span is over, you'll be like, "Why don't I check on this thing?"

It's extremely annoying because well, it's just annoying. You can't study and you can't do anything about it. You will be so curious or interested in that thing until it's hard for you to study. I'm sure you know this feeling. And I'm sure it's very annoying to you too. For example, this is an example of procrastinating. I was like "Why don't I study now..." And then, this. What's this?

It's like suddenly, a 'brilliant' idea came and you'll be like so damn excited to do it. This is an example to it.

One fact about me, btw. I always think about stuff like deep stuff. And I'm like "Whoa! It's a discovery. I bet nobody is as smart as I am to think about this stuff" But guess what. Everyone thinks about this kind of stuff and I'm just one of them. Normal. It's annoyingly hard to stand up as an individual and not to do something everyone does. It's like if you do something differently, you'll be weird. I want to be weird but I guess, I'm too normal to be weird. I bet all the weirdos who reads this will be jealous.

I'm smiling right now because my last statement is so stupid. I'm turning stupider. A bad sign indeed. Especially when it's so near my exams. :( But whatever, dudes. Haha.

Btw, please leave comments in the C-Box because I feel dumb to update a blog without people reading it. Even if you don't know what to say, just say this. "Nice blog" or "Interesting post". Trust me, I'll be so happy and you SHOULD be happy that you've just made my day. Good job to the people who did that! :D

That's all for now. And if you see another update, leave something like this "GO STUDY!!!!" at my C-box. I'll be happier. Haha.

2NE1

Well since I love 2ne1 so ever much, I will post their MV here in my blog. Haha. There's two for now and another one tomorrow. Enjoy~

CLAP YOUR HANDS

GO AWAY

ENJOY~ And btw, I'm gonna put it at the side so that everyone will watch it. Haha.

Raya

Raya is always a great thing to celebrate. I love the feeling when you know that tomorrow is raya and today is the last day of puasa. It is a really nice feeling with the takbir raya and of course, the hectic situation where everyone is busy cooking, baking cookies and do all sorts of things. And then at night, we'll play fireworks and everything. It was a good feeling. And when I wake up the next morning, I will feel excited due to the fact that I'm not fasting anymore and it's Raya. It is awesome. I love the feeling when we have to susun the kuih raya in the Tupperware and preparing for everything. Wearing new clothes for Raya is nice too and when we receive the 'duit raya'. It is awesome.

I love this feelings. How I hope this years celebration won't feel so fast. Everything seems to be in a fast mode. I don't know why. I love the fact that my friends came this year during Raya to celebrate Raya together. And I love it when the cousins all come together and we start cracking jokes. It is a good memory.Every year, I will feel sad that the first day of Raya is over but this year, I feel a bit worse because I was looking forward for Raya so much that when it ends, it feels empty. And the fact that Trials is coming is making everything worst. Let's just hope next year Raya will be a better one and no Trials or some other weird exams making my Raya a bad Raya.

So now back to studying and eating kuih Raya. And please remind me to eat less. Cause I should stop and start with my diet. I don't want any more complications. Hmmm...

But before I end this post, I shall give a shout out to everybody who is reading my blog,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Touching

If you follow me on twitter, you'll realized that I like/ LOVE to kill ants that is walking on my table. But I stumbled on something so touching. I was like AWWW...

Well, a few minutes ago, I killed an ant who was walking on my table. Then after a while I realized that another ant which is bigger took the body of the ant that I killed and carry it and bring it away from me. It seems as if the bigger ant is the father and tried to carry his son's body away and trying to protect it.

It seems that even a small ant is capable of loving its son and carries it to safety although it's already dead. Well, why can't ALL human do that. If a small animal do that, why can't we, god's greatest creation do such a simple thing. I wonder...

But I killed the father anyways because I HATE ANTS. Now the father can be dead with its son. :D

Sleep

I've just realized that sleeping is nice but I don't like the after feeling of sleeping. If you don't have enough sleep, then you will feel so tired and you will want to sleep back obviously. That is a feeling I hate because I have to go through this every weekdays. Like seriously. But another feeling that I hate is when I overslept. Like after I sleep for 10 hours or 12 hours. If I sleep more than 10 hours, it will make me feel so tired. It will be so tiring and my mouth will taste really bad. It is seriously not a good feeling.

So seriously, how when will I get a nice sleep like when you wake up, I'll be like, "Wow. That's refreshing," I really want to get that kind of sleep. Hmmm...

And another topic of sleep is obviously about dream. Do you know that I will dream about something if I sleep pass 8.00 in the morning or in another word after 8 hours have pass. Why? I don't know why. It's just that, when I don't get enough sleep, I'll just get a dark dream or a dream that I can't remember. So yea~ How can I get a nice dream everytime? hmm.. On the other hand, if I get like a really good dream, I will be like so refreshed and happy. I don't know why.

This post is like a short segment of about me because it is so random. But I was thinking about this issue for a long time already and I actually want to let it out once in a while. :D