End it!

You know what? I'm gonna end this year with a sad feeling because people don't just notice me. They never see me. I'll be like Whyme. Haha. I know what a comparison! Haha. I'm pretty mad now but I don't care. Fanfiction is affecting my emotions! How stupid! But nevermind. Happy new year!

Happy 2009!

HAPPY 2009!
2008 is not so great year for me. Maybe because of PMR!
I can't enjoy the year that much because I need to get straight A's for PMR.
Now that it's done, I think this year is a great year!
Paradox much. There's a lot of things that happened this year.
Well, there's a lot of bad days, good days and mengumpat days.
But these days teach me to be a better person.
And all these things can't be achieved without my great friends, enemies and of course,
my family!
I hope for a better year in 2009!

Since I don't think I will update tonight because of my fever, I think I should post it now. At least, people won't think that I forgot about it. So there's no new year celebration for me. But I'm going to celebrate it with my computer. Reading my fanfiction waiting for the fireworks is my celebration. It's not that bad, I think.

I think that's all for today. I want to upload some pictures but I can't. Why? Because I'm lazy and my head hurts! Haha.

The Joy of Being Happy

How can you feel The Joy of Being Happy when you have a really bad cold now. Although I got 8A's, I'm still irritated by my blocked nose. It's so bad now that I don't have any appetite to eat. I don't have appetite to eat is like the world's end. I mean I eat a lot and for me not to have appetite when my mother's irresistible lasagna in front of me is WEIRD!

I think I should stop whining. Today is results day. I didn't really expect to get 8A's because I thought I screw Science or Agama. But alhamdulillah because I got 8A's. That's good for me because I can ask everyone to buy me presents.

*hint* I want Wii *hint*

Went to school with 5 hours of sleep only. It's quite scary. I mean it's VERY scary. Sitting there between Audrey and Alex, was really scary. When they announce the 7a's, I was practically sweating there. Haha. Okay. I think I should stop rubbing it in! Haha.

I'm currently reading 'The Joy of Being Happy' by Solangel and loving it. Haha. Addicted to it. I love Teddy in it! That's all!

Banana Pancake.

I'm addicted to Banana Pancake now. Yes, Banana Pancake. Just wanna tell you guys that it's not a food. It's actually a fan-fiction. I mean, it's not really a fan-fiction because it's non-gasoo but it's really really nice. Tell me or email me if you want to read it.

Today, is quite a busy day since I help my auntie for her wedding/Anniversary on this 29th. We need to do the door gift. It's pretty simple. Just cut the daun pandan to do bunga rampai and put it in the container like thingy. I cut myself though. I don't know why, but I guess I was in a daze or something. I accidently cut my hand instead of the the daun. I love how the blood ooze out from my skin though.

It's a lot. It's like dripping by the time I wash it. It's throbbing now and I can't type properly. I found a site to download fanfictions. So I'm so so happy. I was half-way cleaning my room when I stop and read fanfiction. It's bad for me since I start reading it when school is going to reopen soon.

Now, I'm sitting alone in my sister's room doing what I do best, reading fanfiction. I LOVE the story. I should stop now. Alex, since you want to see how Mr. Ha looks like, I'll post a picture of him, one day. One day, I will when I feel like it. Haha!

Playing Around Again and Again and Again.

What is it that bothers you the most currently?
My results that's coming out on the 30th.

What is your favorite thing to do?
Sleeping.

What kind of news do you read?
I don't know. Usually I like to read about accidents and obituary in the newspaper.

What is your ultimate wish?
To be a good person.

Is there someone in your heart right now?
Yes.

Do you believe you can survive without money?
No. In this world right now, without money, you're nothing.

Are you afraid of pain?
Yes.

What do you feel like doing right now?
Sleep. But I can't.

If you like someone, would you confess?
No. Because he is so FAR away.

List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
No one tag me. Found it in YS's blog. So I tag myself so I'm cool, awesome and smart!

What is the 5 things you are currently passionate about?
Working for my dad, Movie editing, Watching Tv, Sleep and do nothing.

If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
I don't know.

Rich or Happy?
Rich.

What is your plan now?
To sleep until tomorrow.

Where do you see yourself in 5 years time?
On top of the world

What is one thing you love about yourself?
I have a good sense of direction

If you could bring only one thing to another world, what would it be?
I don't know.

Describe yourself in one word.

AWESOME!

Another one. I think I should stop and play with my neopets! haha

Playing Around Again and Again.

1. Do you have secrets?
Everyone does.

2. Starbucks or Coffee Bean?
Starbucks.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Depends.

4. Do you prefer guys with hot looks or with good character?
Hot looks.

5. Who do you love the most?
My family and my computer!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

7. Who is more important? Lovers or best friends?
Best friends.

8. The person you like is already attached, what would you do?

Kill the girlfriend and get him. Very simple.

9. What made you smile today?
Jinho's performance.

10.What usually makes you pissed off ?
Listening stories about that person.

11.How would you see yourself in 10 year's time ?
Being the most influential person.

12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and best friends.

13.What is the most important thing in life?
I don't know. Can't think about it.

14.Are you single or attached?
Single.

15. What is your favorite color?
Green.

16. What is your wish ?
TO be a good person.

17. Have you wondered what will happened afterlife? Are you afraid of it?
Yes and I am afraid of it.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
NO.

19. Which do you prefer? Spending more time with Family members or the close/understandable ones?
Spending more time with Family members.

Another one is done. That is FAST!

Playing Around Again.

1. If your best friend betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'll find a knife and make her suffer.

2. Do you like tags?
I don't know. Depends.

3. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
To have a Nintendo Wii.

4. What is your current mood?
Hard to describe.

5. What will you do if your crush says he/she adores you too?
I'll be stunt. That's all.

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
If that bestfriend is Mr. Ha.

7. Which will you prefer, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

8. What do you think of a rubik’s cube?
It's weird and only weird people such as my brother and sister play it.

9. If the person you dislike is right in front of you, what will you do?
I try not to look at the person.

10. What do you pray each day for your loved ones?
For them to always be there.

11. What takes you down the fastest?
When people thinks I'm bad.

12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
I can see myself being respected by everyone!

13. What are the reasons that could make you so tensed up?
Not getting what I want.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
No one tag me, I think. SO, it's like I tag myself. So I'm AWESOME!

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Single and rich. Who wants to be married and poor. What a stupid question.

16. Who would you like to see the moment you wake up?
Mr. HA! Obviously. This is not a question to ask.

17. What is the must have characteristics in your partner?
Have a hot look and rich!

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you like to pick?
Both!

19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
NO. Depends.

20. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
I don't know. BOTH are good.

21. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
No. No matter what my dreams are, leaving my family is a no-no.

So that's all for now. I'll be looking for more questions! Haha

Playing Around.

1) What would your favourite stage be?
I don't know. As long there's a stage, that's good enough for me.
2) Would you want your fans to chant your name before your part?
No. It's LAME.
3) What would your favourite radio show be?
I don't know.
4) If you could sing any song with any person, what would it be and with who?
Falling Slowly with JinHo.
5) You're leaving for Japan. What would your airport outfit look like?
Jacket. T-shirts and Jeans.
6) If you were watching another artists' performance, what would you be doing?
Sleep OR Laugh at their performance
7) You've just won the Daesang award. Who do you thank first?
God because winning the Daesang Award will a be a miracle for me.
8) You've just lost the Daesang award. How do you react?
Sad and curse the artist who won. Then think how to make them disappear so they will never win Daesang Award ever again.
9) If your group had to perform as a 'Female Version' of a group, what group?
SG Wannabe if they can sing good enough!
10) From that group, what fast song?
La La La. If that's considered as fast song.
11) From that group, what slow song?
First Snow but with Chae Dong Ha too!
12) What would your favourite TV show to appear on be?
X-Man because Mr. Ha can appear there! Haha
13) If you messed up a note in a song live, you would..
Drop the microphone and ran away. Then cry because of embarrassment!
14) Would you cry when you win your first award, or be the one making the thank-you speech, trying not to cry?
I'll be crying because winning my first award is a miracle.
15) If you had a cold or fever, would you stay home and get some rest or perform as best as you can but risk messing up?
Stay at home and sleep. Maybe with Mr. Ha jaga-ing me. Going to perform as best is stupid idea because you can't perform as best when you're sick!
16) If you had to choose between attending the MKMF Awards in Korea or A-Nation in Japan, which would you choose? Why?
Obviously MKMF Awards because there's SG WANNABE!
17) Your fans would hold balloons or glowsticks?
Glowsticks. I hate balloons!
18) At a show, upon your introduction, you have to do something. What would you do?
I'll just smile. I hate talking and doing something in front of public!
19) Your next music video: strong and powerful or soft but enchanting?
Strong and powerful meaning!
20) If someone in an interview asked why -insert song- was your favourite song, you would reply..
Miss You by SG Wannabe because the song is very touching and it has a nice melody. That's David's last song as SG Wannabe too.
21) What would your rehearsal clothes be?
Shirt. Nice comfortable, not tight pants.
22) Your dream performance. Describe it.

I would be a big performance. Everyone I love will be there watching me and of course good fans that love me. And not to forget, SG Wannabe performing with me and Mr. Ha as my dancer. Haha!

Just doing this thing's for fun. I know my answer is weird but I'm trying to be Sunako! If that's her name. Haha. So now, I'll be looking for more tags because I love answering them! Haha

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to YOU!

It's sad that Christmas is here again because that means that school is gonna start soon. I didn't start my Commonwealth Essay yet but I will answer the teachers with "I don't know that I have to do it," if they ask me about it and I didn't do it.

So results is this Tuesday, 30th of December. A bit scared because I didn't do that well for PMR. Haha. Whatever it is, I don't think I can be that stupid to get less than 5As. Haha.

Today is Christmas and a PUBLIC Holiday so a lot of people went shopping including me. Me and my family were looking around for my brother's clothes and shoes for school. He will be Form 1 next year, so there's a few changes that he need to adapt.

Lately, I'm really piss at some people such as ... I cannot mention names here because obviously they will know. So I guess, I have to sabar. Luckily Nubi's in Turki if not we will have our session mengumpat! Haha. Nevermind, I will have my session with Irina now. Look out Irina! HAha.

Now, I'm into SG Wannabe after watching Jinho's performance. I seriously like his voice and he got this charm. I don't know why. But nevermind. As you can see, my header is SG Wannabe now.

I'll post until here only! Will update later. Have to do something important first! HAha

Back

I'm back from climbing Mount Kinabalu. Now, I understand what's the meaning of tired. When I came back my legs really hurts. Climbing up and down the stairs is painful. Like really painful.

Nevertheless, it's a very good experience and I don't think I want to do it again. When I was halfway up to Laban Rata, I was cursing myself. My head keep telling me how stupid I am to actually climb Mount Kinabalu. Whatever it is, I made it to the peak.

Although I'm slow, I'm happy that I make it. On the other hand, I think I've been a good person all this while. Why? Because the porters/climbing guide help me a lot up there. Actually the greatest challenge there is going down from Mt. Kinabalu. It's like when you go up, you know that you have to go down. So it's really really hard.

I thought I sprain my ankle but I think I just twisted it. It's painful going down with a twisted ankle but after the hotspring, I think it pay off. Haha. Sapi Island was great. Andey, me and me sister didn't snorkle. Instead, we were busy catching fish. There's a lot of colorful fish there.

The whole journey back, we were really happy and high. We were laughing the whole way. The teacher pass us notes with riddles on it! Funny. I know. Haha. Later, I'll tell you guys about the party. Gonna watch some anime! Haha. Have to catch up!

I'm Tired of Doing Nothing

When you read the title, you will know how bored I am. This years holiday is killing me slowly! I'm scared by the time the school starts, I will be dead. Since I'm so bored, here's some things that I found in soompi to share with you people! Some are funny and some are touching. Just read it. Don't ignore it!

Four Boyfriends

Once upon a time there was this girl who had four boyfriends.

She loved the 4th boyfriend the most and adored him with rich robes and treated him to the finest of delicacies. She gave him nothing but the best.

She also loved the 3rd boyfriend very much and was always showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared that one day he would leave her for another.

She also loved her 2nd boyfriend. He was her confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with her. Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in him, and he would help her get through the difficult times.

The girls 1st boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom. However, she did not love the first boyfriend. Although he loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of him!

One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short. She thought of her luxurious life and wondered, I now have four boyfriends with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone."

Thus, she asked the 4th boyfriend, "I loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?

"No way!", replied the 4th boyfriend, and he walked away without another word.

His answer cut like a sharp knife right into her heart.

The sad girl then asked the 3rd boyfriend, "I loved you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?"

"No!", replied the 3rd boyfriend. "Life is too good! When you die, I'm going to marry someone else!"

Her heart sank and turned cold.

She then asked the 2nd boyfriend, "I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me.

When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?"

"I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!", replied the 2nd boyfriend. "At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave."

His answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was devastated.

Then a voice called out: "I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go."

The girl looked up, and there was her first boyfriend. He was very skinny as he suffered from malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, "I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!"

In truth, you have 4 boyfriends in your lives:

Your 4th boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time and effort you lavish in making it look good, it will leave you when you die.

Your 3rd boyfriend is your possessions, status and wealth.When you die, it will all go to others.

Your 2nd boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for you, the furthest they can stay by you is up to the grave.

And your 1st boyfriend is your Soul. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world.

However, your Soul is the only thing that will follow you where ever you go.Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of you that will follow you to the throne of God and continue with you throughout Eternity.

Thought for the day:Remember, when the world pushes you to your knees, you're in the perfect position to pray.

It's very touching. I know.

Tongue Twisters

If you understand, say "understand".
If you don't understand, say "don't Understand". But if you understand and say "don't understand".How do I understand that you understand? Understand?!!!

I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won't wish the wish you wish to wish.

A sailor went to sea to see, what he could see. All he could see was sea, sea, sea.


If two witches were watching two watches, which witch would watch which watch?

I thought a thought.But the thought I thought wasn't the thought I thought I thought. If the thought I thought I thought had been the thought I thought, I wouldn't have thought so much.

Once a fellow met a fellow In a field of beans. Said a fellow to a fellow, "If a fellow asks a fellow, Can a fellow tell a fellow What a fellow means?"

She sells sea shells on the sea shore, but the sea shells that she sells on the sea shore are not the real sea shells.

We surely shall see the sun shine shortly. Whether the weather be fine, Or whether the weather be not, Whether the weather be cold Or whether the weather be hot, We'll weather the weather Whatever the weather, Whether we like it or not. watch? Whether the weather is hot. Whether the weather is cold. Whether the weather is either or not. It is whether we like it or not.

Nine nice night nurses nursing nicely.

If you tell Tom to tell a tongue-twister his tongue will be twisted as tongue-twister twists tongues

Credits to Soompi.

Have fun! Don't spend your days like me!

Sad...

Yesterday was really really bad. It's so sad when I watch the Paradise Kiss ending. It's like damn sad. I don't really know what to say. I'm sad for Georgee! haha. So now, I still don't know what to do since all my dramas finish already!

By the way, yesterday I saw this two stars and a moon that looks like a face. It's kinda scary. I watch Twilight already. I don't really like it but nevermind. Since I don't know what to say, I'll just end my post here!

Second Guy

I will end up liking the second guy in every story. I don't know why. It's just sad because I will get frustrated! This is so stupid but why do they make the second guy better than the first. It's just not fair. Next time, they should put someone ugly and bad as the second guy.

This holiday, I didn't do much since I didn't have any homework except the Commonwealth Essay I think. I don't know about it much though. So I don't think I should do it. I will go for Kinabalu trip because I realize that this is my only chance of going because if there's another trip, I don't think my parents will let me go.

So I'll just go. Training will be in Cheras now. Very lazy to do so I decided to just skip at home. That's better than running all the way. I can't wait for Vampire Knight Guilty Ep. 8 with sub to come out!

Beethoven Virus

I'm watching Beethoven Virus, a Korean Drama about music. The story is not that exciting but it makes me want to watch more so I guess, it's quite good. Other than that, I seriously loves Kuran Kaname. He's just, I don't know, attractive. Yes. Very very attractive. I don't think a human can be that attractive.

I really need to do something because I feel really really bored now. SO anyone want to hire me? I don't mind doing some jobs now. Haha. Just kidding. I'm begging my parents for a new computer, a mac. They said they can buy me a new computer if it's a Dell that only cost RM1, 000. I don't want a Dell!

Nevermind. I don't know what to say. I don't really like the West Side Story. I think it's not as nice as last year. Some parts are just weird and I think there's nothing inside the story. Maybe I feel like that because I'm still into Vampire Knight! Haha.

I'm backing out for Kinabalu. My parents are worried about my health so I better not go. I don't think I can do it either. So I guess, I have to talk to the sports teacher tommorow. Haha.

Vampire Knight

I'm so into Vampire Knight. Both season is so good. I'm having a pretty sad time now since I've been checking the website to download a new episode. It's so sad that I have to wait for a long time and the episodes is 25 minutes only! But nevermind. 25 minutes of Vampire Knight is good enough for me.

My asthma is back and I can't breathe without my inhaler. That is sad because my life now is so dependent on that small blue inhaler. For the past few days, I've been watching Vampire Knight and doing something secret! Now that I have my computer back, I can do my things again! Haha.

Besides doing that things, I'm pretty piss off with some people. They are so so seasonal. Well, I don't really mind if they're seasonal but when I have clean up their mess, I really really mind. Luckily there's Vampire Knight and the theme song! Haha. I need to go out now! So I'll post something later! I hope I remember...

By the way, I'm really sorry for the lack of update. But I think no one cares because I think only Alex read my blog. Which is a really sad thing! Haha...

It's just a simple mistake.

It's just a simple thing. I got so worked up on it. Whatlah. Well, since everything is fine now, I guess I should thank god for it. It's weird how my birthday this year is very good. I spent the whole day watching movie with Alex, Tiara and Audrey. I had fun with them. Watching James Bond and Hana Yori Dango with them was nice.

Thanks guys. And thanks to my cousin too for spending time with me for both days. Some soompiers even wish me happy birthday although I didn't know them. That's great! Haha. That's all for today. I know this is boring.

He's Back!

My laptop is back. I'm super duper happy! That's all! I know this is a short update. By the way, tomorrow is my birthday!

*edit*

My laptop which is back have no good applications but I'm glad that they can save my old stuff. I'm glad and thankful. Did I mention that my memory is upgrade and it's like 160 GB now. I'm very very happy.

Tomorrow's my birthday and I kept saying it. I don't know why I do all this but it's just fun! This year birthday is like a special thing because it's 08.11.08. Haha. Weird. I know but at least I care about it!

I know this is a short post but I will update more soon!

He's Back!

My laptop is back. I'm super duper happy! That's all! I know this is a short update. By the way, tomorrow is my birthday!

I'm Back! And I'm sad.

I'm really really sad. But going to school today actually cheer me up. I don't remember about my computer which in a comma now and it's in the "computer's hospital" now. I'm still freaking sad.

Nevermind that. Today is cooking day and the Gold Expedition training. We ran from the back gate to the front gate and back to the back gate. It's very tiring and I was the last one mainly because my heart was beating so fast. I'm scared it will just stop. That's what my mother told me.

So I was walking half way and then slow jog again. Sorry Alex for making you wait. I know you want to run all the way. Thanks. By the way, we have our suicide drill after that which is not as bad as I thought. My muscles is so strain that whenever I move, it hurts. Like it really really hurts.

Cooking in school today is really really nice. I cooked the sambal udang with Cik Hayati which taste so nice. I love the Sambal Udang and Cik Hayati is a great cook. Ms. Tok's mee is nice. I really like it although it's a bit salty. Ms. Rani's cooking is really really nice. And not to forget Pn. Zainab's delicious Tom Yam.

After cooking all that, I watched House. I love House. He is just random. That's why I like him. Episode 5 is very very wrong. In episode 5, there's a part where 13 do it with a girl. Just telling you all, 13 is a girl. Showing the part they do it is just wrong.

I'll end my post here since I'm very very tired. So sorry for the lack of update. Can't promise another update in this few weeks because I'm sad.

Last Post Before PMR

This is my last post before PMR. I feel so not ready. Some part of me want more time to study, but some part of me just want to go over it! Whatever it is, this is not based on what I want. I have to go through it. I have to say, one more week to freedom. By this time next week, I'll be free!

Result is another story so I try not to think about it so much after PMR.I hope I can do that. Like what Ms. Tok said, "Don't think you can sleep well after PMR!" I think it's quite true. Especially if you feel not ready for it. Whatever it is, Monday will be BM and Agama. That's the reality!

Good luck for me and best wishes to Form 3 students. Currently studying. I got my Grade 5 marks already! Both Theory and Practical I pass! Relieved I guess. Hope PMR is like that! Looks like no one found my blog! Haha. Maybe except Nurain!

This is the last post. Enjoy. Read it a few times because by next week, there's no PMR!

New blog!

I deleted my old blog because I think it's getting very boring. I want to start a new blog which is fresh and not that boring. I cannot promise a constant update but one thing for sure, this blog won't be abandoned! Firstly, I have to say that this first post will be very short because I got PMR is another 4 days.

It may be stressful for me but that won't stop me doing whatever I want. I am not in a good state emotionally and mentally. Well, that's another reason why I deleted my old blog. I'm just warning everyone here that this blog is boring! Look at the words, it's Arial. A small Arial. Therefore, I hope half of my visitor will be bored reading this blog and leave it alone. Comments are welcome, as per usual. I will put up a C-Box for everyone to connect with me! That's for sure.

I will not put up songs mainly because I find it very irritating for me when I open a blog and there's a song. Why? First, I usually read people's blog with my own favorite music on in the background. So it's very iritating listening to two songs at one time. Secondly, it doesn't mean if you like the song everyone will. So I will not put up songs. Chocopets are stupid and I'm not putting that up.

I don't know if I want to put links but depends. If I have the time, I will! By the way, this blog will be put on private. Please leave a comment with your email address if you want to read this. Even people who don't know me can give me your email if you are interested in reading this blog! But I doubt it!

Welcome to my new blog! Enjoy your time reading. I'll delete it whenever I feel bored!