Studying

You know, it's hard to study. There's always distractions. You tend to do things when you are studying. For example, I'm studying and then, there's a small part of me will be curious about something so simple that I ended up googling it or wikipedia it. People call it procrastinating but what I call it is short attention time span. It's like you can only concentrate that much for a certain time only. After that time span is over, you'll be like, "Why don't I check on this thing?"

It's extremely annoying because well, it's just annoying. You can't study and you can't do anything about it. You will be so curious or interested in that thing until it's hard for you to study. I'm sure you know this feeling. And I'm sure it's very annoying to you too. For example, this is an example of procrastinating. I was like "Why don't I study now..." And then, this. What's this?

It's like suddenly, a 'brilliant' idea came and you'll be like so damn excited to do it. This is an example to it.

One fact about me, btw. I always think about stuff like deep stuff. And I'm like "Whoa! It's a discovery. I bet nobody is as smart as I am to think about this stuff" But guess what. Everyone thinks about this kind of stuff and I'm just one of them. Normal. It's annoyingly hard to stand up as an individual and not to do something everyone does. It's like if you do something differently, you'll be weird. I want to be weird but I guess, I'm too normal to be weird. I bet all the weirdos who reads this will be jealous.

I'm smiling right now because my last statement is so stupid. I'm turning stupider. A bad sign indeed. Especially when it's so near my exams. :( But whatever, dudes. Haha.

Btw, please leave comments in the C-Box because I feel dumb to update a blog without people reading it. Even if you don't know what to say, just say this. "Nice blog" or "Interesting post". Trust me, I'll be so happy and you SHOULD be happy that you've just made my day. Good job to the people who did that! :D

That's all for now. And if you see another update, leave something like this "GO STUDY!!!!" at my C-box. I'll be happier. Haha.

2NE1

Well since I love 2ne1 so ever much, I will post their MV here in my blog. Haha. There's two for now and another one tomorrow. Enjoy~

CLAP YOUR HANDS

GO AWAY

ENJOY~ And btw, I'm gonna put it at the side so that everyone will watch it. Haha.

Raya

Raya is always a great thing to celebrate. I love the feeling when you know that tomorrow is raya and today is the last day of puasa. It is a really nice feeling with the takbir raya and of course, the hectic situation where everyone is busy cooking, baking cookies and do all sorts of things. And then at night, we'll play fireworks and everything. It was a good feeling. And when I wake up the next morning, I will feel excited due to the fact that I'm not fasting anymore and it's Raya. It is awesome. I love the feeling when we have to susun the kuih raya in the Tupperware and preparing for everything. Wearing new clothes for Raya is nice too and when we receive the 'duit raya'. It is awesome.

I love this feelings. How I hope this years celebration won't feel so fast. Everything seems to be in a fast mode. I don't know why. I love the fact that my friends came this year during Raya to celebrate Raya together. And I love it when the cousins all come together and we start cracking jokes. It is a good memory.Every year, I will feel sad that the first day of Raya is over but this year, I feel a bit worse because I was looking forward for Raya so much that when it ends, it feels empty. And the fact that Trials is coming is making everything worst. Let's just hope next year Raya will be a better one and no Trials or some other weird exams making my Raya a bad Raya.

So now back to studying and eating kuih Raya. And please remind me to eat less. Cause I should stop and start with my diet. I don't want any more complications. Hmmm...

But before I end this post, I shall give a shout out to everybody who is reading my blog,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Touching

If you follow me on twitter, you'll realized that I like/ LOVE to kill ants that is walking on my table. But I stumbled on something so touching. I was like AWWW...

Well, a few minutes ago, I killed an ant who was walking on my table. Then after a while I realized that another ant which is bigger took the body of the ant that I killed and carry it and bring it away from me. It seems as if the bigger ant is the father and tried to carry his son's body away and trying to protect it.

It seems that even a small ant is capable of loving its son and carries it to safety although it's already dead. Well, why can't ALL human do that. If a small animal do that, why can't we, god's greatest creation do such a simple thing. I wonder...

But I killed the father anyways because I HATE ANTS. Now the father can be dead with its son. :D

Sleep

I've just realized that sleeping is nice but I don't like the after feeling of sleeping. If you don't have enough sleep, then you will feel so tired and you will want to sleep back obviously. That is a feeling I hate because I have to go through this every weekdays. Like seriously. But another feeling that I hate is when I overslept. Like after I sleep for 10 hours or 12 hours. If I sleep more than 10 hours, it will make me feel so tired. It will be so tiring and my mouth will taste really bad. It is seriously not a good feeling.

So seriously, how when will I get a nice sleep like when you wake up, I'll be like, "Wow. That's refreshing," I really want to get that kind of sleep. Hmmm...

And another topic of sleep is obviously about dream. Do you know that I will dream about something if I sleep pass 8.00 in the morning or in another word after 8 hours have pass. Why? I don't know why. It's just that, when I don't get enough sleep, I'll just get a dark dream or a dream that I can't remember. So yea~ How can I get a nice dream everytime? hmm.. On the other hand, if I get like a really good dream, I will be like so refreshed and happy. I don't know why.

This post is like a short segment of about me because it is so random. But I was thinking about this issue for a long time already and I actually want to let it out once in a while. :D

210 000

Whoever actually hit the 210,000 for my blog's hit count, please leave me a message. So I know that you're the AWESOME person who check my blog and lucky enough to be the 210,000.

Btw, puasa is in a few days so I would like to take this opportunity to wish the Muslims who are fasting SELAMAT BERPUASA!

There will be Sunshine

I think I've been thinking too much nowadays. I should ENJOY my life right now and not think about such trivial matters. Well, I know what a start to my blog post but I just feel like saying (typing) it out. You know, to let it out. So school have been, well, school. I think it's 105 more days to SPM and 41 days to Trials. Someone KILL ME! It feels so near yet so far.

The amount of homework that the teachers gave us doesn't allow me to study. However, I think that's the reason I'm holding onto because I don't feel like studying at all. I feel like holiday. I want A holiday. I mean, there's gonna be two weeks of holidays like in another 2 weeks but that holiday is not counted. Why? Well, because when school re-opens, there's TRIALS. Basically the holiday is like a study-leave. So yea~

Well, remember there's this one post saying that I'll miss FMA Brotherhood once it ends. Actually I do. I miss watching Edward and Alphonso every Tuesday. I miss feeling touched by the songs and script of the anime. BUT, luckily Kuroshitsuji II came out and fill up the emptiness in my weekly anime. Kuroshitsuji II is full of surprises and Ciel came back, looking better.

And the twisted plot is AWESOME! New characters are making the anime better than last time. But like before, the producers still made a stupid mistake which is making some episodes totally insignificant. I mean, like FMA Brotherhood, the insignificant episodes are actually made into an OVA (a special episode) but Kuroshitsuji II just made a meaningless BORING episode.

However, I still enjoy it. Like seriously.

Well, I know I haven't been updating my blog for a really long time. I mean, I think I only posted one post per month nowadays. BUT I'll keep it this way because I like to go back and read the past posts. It reminds me about how my life can be interesting and sometimes, very dull. Like when I read, this one post, I was like AWESOME! and when I read another, I was like, "Go find a life GIULETA!"

So yea~ This blog is filled with memories that I love to keep in my mind but since my mind is too occupied with SPM, I have to store it here temporarily.

I just realized that my few lines just told everyone who reads my blog that I read my own posts! How boring can I be! But it's ok because it's my blog. Btw, I'll be back next time so till then...