30th of April...
Sigh...
So tomorrow is May. I can see a lot of holidays in May but I'm feeling sad. April have passed and a lot of thing happened such as the Sports Day, Games Carnival, Cheerleading and a lot more. Although I feel sad, I'm still very happy because the main things of 2009 have passed.
The most memorable thing in this month is winning the March Pass. It was a truly memorable thing and I'm proud of it. Winning sure is sweet...
May...
There's exams, expeditions, P.A Weekend and a lot more. Without me realizing, it will be June later. May will be another hectic month which I don't like but I know, I'll create good/ bad memories during May.
With this, I'm saying, Goodbye April. You will be missed. Not to worry you'll come in another year! XD...
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Save the World
So I shall talk about Save the World. Save the World is the umbrella society in Cempaka Schools. It's a society that wants to Save the World. So they come out with the usual 3R (Reduce, Reuse, Recycle) and the switch off your air-conditioner for an hour in school. Smart...
So it was normal and I have to say pretty lame. They show us a weird way to reuse things such as use bottle to make signs like 'RECYCLE' which is totally lame. I thought they would show us how to use plastic bottle to make a better thing. Talk about creativity...
Like we keep all the bottles and make signs like your name and then hang it your room. What a smart move Save the World committee members. So I'll stop criticizing about stuff like that and move on.
But I learn something, we need to Save the Earth from everything and make it a happy Earth. Why? Because there's no other planet that we can live in. When they found one (which maybe take a million years) only, we can stop doing all this, OR not.
Click to watch it in youtube because it's nicer and have better quality because my blog crop a bit of the video.
So Talent Time. Here's some video. Bad quality but it's still good. Abigail's performance is for The Save the World it was good. Just gonna post it here. Click to watch it in youtube because it's nicer and have better quality because my blog crop a bit of the video.
Abigail's Tell Me Why
Andrea and Gabriel - Colour of the Wind (Winner of Talent Time 2009)
By the way, I can see the goodbye post coming tonight.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Disturbing
I found something so interesting that I can't resist to post it in my blog! haha...
Thump . . . thump . . . thump . . . thump . . .
Feel that?
As it slowly fluctuates, spreading its wings almost too angelically, oxygen and the hell it brings, also known as life, rushes back into the two pink sheets imprisoned underneath the ribcage. The diaphragm moves up – high, above, beyond to make way for the gigantic swoosh of heavy hot breath burning up the walls of the dry throat, finally escaping out through those soft lips.
The lungs try to lie, playing off the discomfort of wavering sheer pain; yet, underneath its façade, it’s losing the battle indefinitely. Trapped and feeling claustrophobic for the first time since it had been borne in this body – it doesn’t want to let go, instinctively.
The blood muscles quench and lash at one another – tightly squeezed and roughed-up in the veins . . . painfully and sparingly trying to regain oxygen. But the heart’s fist is tightening the passage way, and the blood living inside the atria’s can no longer travel as they please, draining the ventricles out of the chambers. Unlike the lungs, the heart is giving up the fight more easily, sufficiently, and . . . forgivingly.
The two vital organs in the body are raging war against one another.
Meanwhile, the rest of the body is confused – wanting answers for the sudden interruption. Everything was fine an hour ago, running smoothly like any other day, so what was going on? Cells screaming, blood thrashing into one another; the bodily order was now completely thrown off. Everything starts scrambling . . . trying to get into contact with the brain. But there is no response.
The brain has been put to ease long before the body realized that it was being robbed – murdered. The mind has already fled. There’s nothing that can help it; nothing to interfere because nature is taking its course. Too bad the body hasn’t realized – the brain wanted it.
Throbbing . . . scathingly, the trembling hands trace up to the neck that is screaming, howling, in pain but still very much alive – unconquered. The constant throbs spread from the neck down, igniting jolting sharp and fiery pains at the shoulder blades. The thickly deepened line scrawled across the neck glints in the dark light of the bathroom. The rope; fat, nasty brown and coarsely abrasive did not make it happen. It was too weak and the neck was now sneering at it, making fun of how evil it really wasn’t – making fun of how it was all talk.
The rope did not conquer the neck.
The first attempt to die has failed.
There has to be another way.
. . . Step . . . Step in . . . warm . . . so warm . . . water is gushing in layers from the handle into the tub, spilling clumsily down onto the luminescent tiles. It trickles into the Liverpool to join the heap of wetness. Purely evanescent and so clear that even the blurry, negative photograph that the eyes captures confirm how shallow the tub really is.
The legs, beautiful and wise from all the years of holding up the body, steps in . . . turns . . . and guides it down.
Water . . . warm water . . . from the curvature of each big toe, to the bent of the knees, to the shapely pelvic bone, and finally the large rush of the body of water engulfing the longitude of the neck – it eats up the body. Minutes . . . hours . . . eternity . . . hell, what is time when this is all over?
Waterlogged, the left wrist floats to the surface only to be raped by the fingers on the right hand. In and out, intertwining in-between the gap where each finger is positioned – they are saying their last goodbyes.
The left hand draws up the knife that is gleefully happy to be doing something it was made for, almost loses its balance in its excitement; it smiles at the wrist like a lover, seductively. Poised, ready to strike.
So alive . . . the dark green veins residing deep inside the flesh are . . . breathtaking beautiful . . .
Sharp, cold, and plain blade . . . the knife lands on top of the wrist dexterously like a butterfly. Compared to the beautiful wrist, it was so mediocre – it didn’t deserve to be in the presence of such a beautiful wrist, but there it was – ready. Attack!
Inhale . . .
The diaphragm floats down . . . .
The heart thumps in symphony . . . .
Silence flows into the ears . . . deafening the ear drums.
The stomach tightens in rhythms.
Exhale . . .
Tip of the knife grazes down, kissing the wrist like a long-lost lover. It slides across the butter-like skin never hesitating and cooing – almost singing a sweet melody. Taking apart the skin cells that lie above the vein, it stops at the end of the poised wrist that showed no sign of wanting it to stop. Splitting apart lives on the wrist - the loud howls of the skin cells resonated in angst.
“Ahh . . .” Exhale . . .
“Some people have problems while others have issues. The unfortunate ones are the ones that have both.”
The mouth opens to allow a deep rumbling moan that had been suppressed all this time. The mind suddenly flashes in rapid pace, one after the other – One. Two. Three. Distorted images run rampant, cutting across the tranquility.
“It's easier to die than to live with this pain . . . ."
Grip. The hands have latched onto something, perhaps the sides of the tub, forcing the natural reflexes to subdue as they started fighting back - wanting to live. The body’s piercing scream of STOP goes unnoticed. Pain shoots, bursting like thousands of bright lights, sprinkling all over like remnants.
“I love how you make me feel like there's hope in this crazy world .”
Platelets . . . red platelets of blood surging and flowing thickly from the vein that had burst. Bright red flow, thick and circular in groups; sensually, they coil around the wrist to replicate a form of a bracelet. Drip Drop. Splatter spread.
"I'm going to take you far away tomorrow. It'll only be the two of us."
The lucid, iridescent water is now tainted with that red foreign substance that gives life. Nothing is pure or innocent anymore . . . The Pain . . . The body is roaring in high-pitched operatic sound but the mind is asleep. The legs kick, sending water trickling down the side of the tub’s own body even more; the right wrist is now handicapped – but the left hand is holding onto the knife with a vengeance still.
Inhale . . .
Exhale . . .
The lungs keep pace as the heart quickens all of a sudden . . .
Blood . . . blood everywhere . . . blood spreading like an epidemic in this contained area.
Panic . . . swirls . . . loud screams . . . white flashes, snapping different shades . . . HARD . . . beating . . . . no . . . panic . . . blood . . . convoluted . . . rise . . . breathe in . . . let it out . . .
Sigh . . . relief . . .
Repeat: it was over. It’s over. It’s over. It’s over.
This bathroom – this random bathroom that held no meaning whatsoever, this bathroom that wasn’t glamorous or sensible, this worthless bathroom is now and forevermore the mark of something significant. Now, only the sounds of trickling water from the tub and the silent suffering of a soul can be heard. Otherwise, nothing else.
The squish, squash, slash of water rocks the tub . . . in and out . . spilling wildly with glee – those red platelets, blood, devours the body. The back, so strong and smooth meets the bottom of the tub for the first time, and embraces it. The smile flees from those beautiful lips – like the moon fleeing from the sun . . .and the eyes, those misty windows, shuts forever but not before a visible liquid drop trickles out . . . a tear . . . the water now completely swallows the face and drags down the body underneath, fulfilling - burying the now corpse under it.
Distorted and painful.
But successful.
The soul leaks out, soars. It looks back with mild regret and temptation to give it just one more time. But that body, that pitiful body that everyone in the whole entire world saw it as, judged it as, and criticizes it as . . . abused it as.
“I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
No way.
Never again.
The soul takes flight.
And what is left?
But just a body. A body with a brain - a mind that remembers all those horrible memories. The soul doesn't take the body along with it, thus the soul will have no brain to remember. The soul will start over, find a new home, forget everything. Somehow.
“I'm in so much pain love. I'm so sorry for leaving you like this . . . .”
Credits: Solangel.
Thump . . . thump . . . thump . . . thump . . .
Feel that?
As it slowly fluctuates, spreading its wings almost too angelically, oxygen and the hell it brings, also known as life, rushes back into the two pink sheets imprisoned underneath the ribcage. The diaphragm moves up – high, above, beyond to make way for the gigantic swoosh of heavy hot breath burning up the walls of the dry throat, finally escaping out through those soft lips.
The lungs try to lie, playing off the discomfort of wavering sheer pain; yet, underneath its façade, it’s losing the battle indefinitely. Trapped and feeling claustrophobic for the first time since it had been borne in this body – it doesn’t want to let go, instinctively.
The blood muscles quench and lash at one another – tightly squeezed and roughed-up in the veins . . . painfully and sparingly trying to regain oxygen. But the heart’s fist is tightening the passage way, and the blood living inside the atria’s can no longer travel as they please, draining the ventricles out of the chambers. Unlike the lungs, the heart is giving up the fight more easily, sufficiently, and . . . forgivingly.
The two vital organs in the body are raging war against one another.
Meanwhile, the rest of the body is confused – wanting answers for the sudden interruption. Everything was fine an hour ago, running smoothly like any other day, so what was going on? Cells screaming, blood thrashing into one another; the bodily order was now completely thrown off. Everything starts scrambling . . . trying to get into contact with the brain. But there is no response.
The brain has been put to ease long before the body realized that it was being robbed – murdered. The mind has already fled. There’s nothing that can help it; nothing to interfere because nature is taking its course. Too bad the body hasn’t realized – the brain wanted it.
Throbbing . . . scathingly, the trembling hands trace up to the neck that is screaming, howling, in pain but still very much alive – unconquered. The constant throbs spread from the neck down, igniting jolting sharp and fiery pains at the shoulder blades. The thickly deepened line scrawled across the neck glints in the dark light of the bathroom. The rope; fat, nasty brown and coarsely abrasive did not make it happen. It was too weak and the neck was now sneering at it, making fun of how evil it really wasn’t – making fun of how it was all talk.
The rope did not conquer the neck.
The first attempt to die has failed.
There has to be another way.
. . . Step . . . Step in . . . warm . . . so warm . . . water is gushing in layers from the handle into the tub, spilling clumsily down onto the luminescent tiles. It trickles into the Liverpool to join the heap of wetness. Purely evanescent and so clear that even the blurry, negative photograph that the eyes captures confirm how shallow the tub really is.
The legs, beautiful and wise from all the years of holding up the body, steps in . . . turns . . . and guides it down.
Water . . . warm water . . . from the curvature of each big toe, to the bent of the knees, to the shapely pelvic bone, and finally the large rush of the body of water engulfing the longitude of the neck – it eats up the body. Minutes . . . hours . . . eternity . . . hell, what is time when this is all over?
Waterlogged, the left wrist floats to the surface only to be raped by the fingers on the right hand. In and out, intertwining in-between the gap where each finger is positioned – they are saying their last goodbyes.
The left hand draws up the knife that is gleefully happy to be doing something it was made for, almost loses its balance in its excitement; it smiles at the wrist like a lover, seductively. Poised, ready to strike.
So alive . . . the dark green veins residing deep inside the flesh are . . . breathtaking beautiful . . .
Sharp, cold, and plain blade . . . the knife lands on top of the wrist dexterously like a butterfly. Compared to the beautiful wrist, it was so mediocre – it didn’t deserve to be in the presence of such a beautiful wrist, but there it was – ready. Attack!
Inhale . . .
The diaphragm floats down . . . .
The heart thumps in symphony . . . .
Silence flows into the ears . . . deafening the ear drums.
The stomach tightens in rhythms.
Exhale . . .
Tip of the knife grazes down, kissing the wrist like a long-lost lover. It slides across the butter-like skin never hesitating and cooing – almost singing a sweet melody. Taking apart the skin cells that lie above the vein, it stops at the end of the poised wrist that showed no sign of wanting it to stop. Splitting apart lives on the wrist - the loud howls of the skin cells resonated in angst.
“Ahh . . .” Exhale . . .
“Some people have problems while others have issues. The unfortunate ones are the ones that have both.”
The mouth opens to allow a deep rumbling moan that had been suppressed all this time. The mind suddenly flashes in rapid pace, one after the other – One. Two. Three. Distorted images run rampant, cutting across the tranquility.
“It's easier to die than to live with this pain . . . ."
Grip. The hands have latched onto something, perhaps the sides of the tub, forcing the natural reflexes to subdue as they started fighting back - wanting to live. The body’s piercing scream of STOP goes unnoticed. Pain shoots, bursting like thousands of bright lights, sprinkling all over like remnants.
“I love how you make me feel like there's hope in this crazy world .”
Platelets . . . red platelets of blood surging and flowing thickly from the vein that had burst. Bright red flow, thick and circular in groups; sensually, they coil around the wrist to replicate a form of a bracelet. Drip Drop. Splatter spread.
"I'm going to take you far away tomorrow. It'll only be the two of us."
The lucid, iridescent water is now tainted with that red foreign substance that gives life. Nothing is pure or innocent anymore . . . The Pain . . . The body is roaring in high-pitched operatic sound but the mind is asleep. The legs kick, sending water trickling down the side of the tub’s own body even more; the right wrist is now handicapped – but the left hand is holding onto the knife with a vengeance still.
Inhale . . .
Exhale . . .
The lungs keep pace as the heart quickens all of a sudden . . .
Blood . . . blood everywhere . . . blood spreading like an epidemic in this contained area.
Panic . . . swirls . . . loud screams . . . white flashes, snapping different shades . . . HARD . . . beating . . . . no . . . panic . . . blood . . . convoluted . . . rise . . . breathe in . . . let it out . . .
Sigh . . . relief . . .
Repeat: it was over. It’s over. It’s over. It’s over.
This bathroom – this random bathroom that held no meaning whatsoever, this bathroom that wasn’t glamorous or sensible, this worthless bathroom is now and forevermore the mark of something significant. Now, only the sounds of trickling water from the tub and the silent suffering of a soul can be heard. Otherwise, nothing else.
The squish, squash, slash of water rocks the tub . . . in and out . . spilling wildly with glee – those red platelets, blood, devours the body. The back, so strong and smooth meets the bottom of the tub for the first time, and embraces it. The smile flees from those beautiful lips – like the moon fleeing from the sun . . .and the eyes, those misty windows, shuts forever but not before a visible liquid drop trickles out . . . a tear . . . the water now completely swallows the face and drags down the body underneath, fulfilling - burying the now corpse under it.
Distorted and painful.
But successful.
The soul leaks out, soars. It looks back with mild regret and temptation to give it just one more time. But that body, that pitiful body that everyone in the whole entire world saw it as, judged it as, and criticizes it as . . . abused it as.
“I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
No way.
Never again.
The soul takes flight.
And what is left?
But just a body. A body with a brain - a mind that remembers all those horrible memories. The soul doesn't take the body along with it, thus the soul will have no brain to remember. The soul will start over, find a new home, forget everything. Somehow.
“I'm in so much pain love. I'm so sorry for leaving you like this . . . .”
Credits: Solangel.
Good Person
It's 29th of April. It may be a date but no one will know how sad that is to me. April is passing in front of my eyes and I can't do anything. It's so so sad. If only I could stop time. I will definitely go back to January. Start everything all over again.
But I can't do anything. I shall just look at the months passing slowly. Without me knowing, June will be on the way. It will be so fast that it makes me sad. Why? Because I still want to cherish my life. Only God knows how long I'm going to stay in this world.
At this rate, I think I'll die really soon. So what happen today? Um.... I don't know. Haha. I bought my Save The World T-shirt. I don't know why I put it in Green. Haha. So tomorow is Talent Time. Can't wait to see. Go Andrea!
Haha. By the way, Andrea, when you're reading this please go online or something. Need to let you read something funny. Like major funny. haha
But I can't do anything. I shall just look at the months passing slowly. Without me knowing, June will be on the way. It will be so fast that it makes me sad. Why? Because I still want to cherish my life. Only God knows how long I'm going to stay in this world.
At this rate, I think I'll die really soon. So what happen today? Um.... I don't know. Haha. I bought my Save The World T-shirt. I don't know why I put it in Green. Haha. So tomorow is Talent Time. Can't wait to see. Go Andrea!
Haha. By the way, Andrea, when you're reading this please go online or something. Need to let you read something funny. Like major funny. haha
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Peace, Love and Ice-Cream
I deleted my other post because I find it weird to tell people about me. So if you want to know more about me, you should ask me personally. I will tell everything until you'll get bored. So don't worry. So what happen today?
Let me think... NOTHING. I just realized that the more I blog, the more I reveal about my boring life. I can see why there's little people reading my blog (not that I will know).
What did I discover today. Let me think. Oh yeah. I make a quiz, 'How well do you know me in Facebook' and I realize that I don't reveal myself so much. So here's a fact about me, 'I love my computer so much', 'I like to take what people really wants', 'I love ORANGE and RED (this fact maybe new to you but it's not for me', 'I love to go to Mac Store to buy all the software (when I have money).
So this will be a hint if you didn't answer my questions yet. AND I love SG Wannabe's songs. By the way, do I look like a pop person? because everyone thinks so. I can't wait for the holidays but there's so many things coming up that I want to take a break. Weird weird me.
By the way, I can see May is coming nearer. Not long after this, I will write my goodbye April. How sad is that... I just wrote goodbye March.
Let me think... NOTHING. I just realized that the more I blog, the more I reveal about my boring life. I can see why there's little people reading my blog (not that I will know).
What did I discover today. Let me think. Oh yeah. I make a quiz, 'How well do you know me in Facebook' and I realize that I don't reveal myself so much. So here's a fact about me, 'I love my computer so much', 'I like to take what people really wants', 'I love ORANGE and RED (this fact maybe new to you but it's not for me', 'I love to go to Mac Store to buy all the software (when I have money).
So this will be a hint if you didn't answer my questions yet. AND I love SG Wannabe's songs. By the way, do I look like a pop person? because everyone thinks so. I can't wait for the holidays but there's so many things coming up that I want to take a break. Weird weird me.
By the way, I can see May is coming nearer. Not long after this, I will write my goodbye April. How sad is that... I just wrote goodbye March.
I WANT TIME TO WALK!!!
Monday, April 27, 2009
Shocking News
I just finish reading allkpop. And I found out that Nam Gyuri is a LIAR. I think it's a bit unfair for the other two members because Nam Gyu Ri always get the good attention from M-net Media. And she still not satisfied. So I guess, it's good for her now that people are sueing her and kick her out from SeeYa.
So today, I'm suppose to do something but I end up doing nothing, as usual. Still can't get over the fact that we won march pass. Haha. Ok. I'll stop bragging. Haha.
I think that's all for now. Still very sleepy and don't really know what to do!
So today, I'm suppose to do something but I end up doing nothing, as usual. Still can't get over the fact that we won march pass. Haha. Ok. I'll stop bragging. Haha.
I think that's all for now. Still very sleepy and don't really know what to do!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Sports Day!
Today is Sports Day. This is actually like my first time staying there longer. It was fun to see people run.
And the highlight for today is, Beruang got 1st for March Pass. Isn't that just wonderful. I think getting burnt by the sun this year is totally worth it. And I have to say that we can't do it without the captains.
I'm very proud of myself and marchers. FINALLY, we can get a collar pin for that. My second BLUE collar pin. I'm super happy.
I can't wait to watch Summer Whispers. But have to wait for my sister. I need to sleep now. Still tired.
Nowadays, it's so funny. After I drink 1 cup of coffee, I'll sleep straight away. It's like coffee makes me sleep. Very very funny thing.
That's all for now.
And the highlight for today is, Beruang got 1st for March Pass. Isn't that just wonderful. I think getting burnt by the sun this year is totally worth it. And I have to say that we can't do it without the captains.
I'm very proud of myself and marchers. FINALLY, we can get a collar pin for that. My second BLUE collar pin. I'm super happy.
I can't wait to watch Summer Whispers. But have to wait for my sister. I need to sleep now. Still tired.
Nowadays, it's so funny. After I drink 1 cup of coffee, I'll sleep straight away. It's like coffee makes me sleep. Very very funny thing.
That's all for now.
Friday, April 24, 2009
100th Post
You know what, I realized that this is my 100th post. Usually people put a lot of nice things for their 100th post. But I don't think I want to do that. I realized that I'm a crappy blogger. I read a lot of blogs and I have to say that my blog is not a bit as good as theirs.
I seriously have nothing to share. It's my life that I want to share. But I feel bored with my life so in many ways, I'm trying to show people and make people bored with my life by creating a blog. How totally lame excuse to make a blog.
So my 100th post will not be a cool cool post. I just want you guys to realize that when you're reading a blog, like mine. You're totally wasting your time. For me, when I read people's blog, I will always think things like "I'm suppose to study. What am I doing?"
Or something like that. But I realised that I'm happy to know about that person's life through their blogs. But somehow, I can't share my life as interesting as the others did. So I'm thinking, how do I do that?
I think, by doing simple things like making your post nicer by putting pictures will make it better. But I think it's LAME. So I decided to just keep it this way. I like it this way. So if you don't want to read, then don't.
By the way, Nubi you need to show me how to find nice names for my title. Your titles in your blogs are just nice. I also read all you old posts. I realized how much time flies. It's so fast. And I don't want my life to past just like that.
So I decided to do something memorable in my life. By doing something different makes me special and better than the others. So I should do that.
I don't know why my posts are so wisdomy. Maybe my wisdom tooth are coming out. Like seriously.
I seriously have nothing to share. It's my life that I want to share. But I feel bored with my life so in many ways, I'm trying to show people and make people bored with my life by creating a blog. How totally lame excuse to make a blog.
So my 100th post will not be a cool cool post. I just want you guys to realize that when you're reading a blog, like mine. You're totally wasting your time. For me, when I read people's blog, I will always think things like "I'm suppose to study. What am I doing?"
Or something like that. But I realised that I'm happy to know about that person's life through their blogs. But somehow, I can't share my life as interesting as the others did. So I'm thinking, how do I do that?
I think, by doing simple things like making your post nicer by putting pictures will make it better. But I think it's LAME. So I decided to just keep it this way. I like it this way. So if you don't want to read, then don't.
By the way, Nubi you need to show me how to find nice names for my title. Your titles in your blogs are just nice. I also read all you old posts. I realized how much time flies. It's so fast. And I don't want my life to past just like that.
So I decided to do something memorable in my life. By doing something different makes me special and better than the others. So I should do that.
I don't know why my posts are so wisdomy. Maybe my wisdom tooth are coming out. Like seriously.
SG Wannabe, DAMN!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Diary of A Student
You know, I realized that almost every student went through this whole process. I mean the whole studying, exams and the stress thing. So I don't think I have the right to complaint. If they could go through it, why can't we?
Maybe some may experience extra stress because they take things to seriously like my sister but when you see it, we will experience the same thing. We need to go to school, study for exams, go back home do homework and do extra things that sometimes you hate.
Therefore, I'm grateful that I'm going through what everyone's going through. Some people want to be in my place because they are not given the opportunity to study and go through all this. And I'm sorry to them because I'm not giving it to them.
It's true sometimes I want to be free from all this. But I realized this and very thankful. So I'm not complaining! But I think I will complaint once in a while. If not, I'm not a human. I will be some stupid robot.
Speaking about robots, I watched this one music video about robots and I totally like the concept.
That's all for today. This is sure a WISE post. I think my wisdom tooth is growing. HAHA. So that's all for today.
And I totally love Sg Wannabe now.
Maybe some may experience extra stress because they take things to seriously like my sister but when you see it, we will experience the same thing. We need to go to school, study for exams, go back home do homework and do extra things that sometimes you hate.
Therefore, I'm grateful that I'm going through what everyone's going through. Some people want to be in my place because they are not given the opportunity to study and go through all this. And I'm sorry to them because I'm not giving it to them.
It's true sometimes I want to be free from all this. But I realized this and very thankful. So I'm not complaining! But I think I will complaint once in a while. If not, I'm not a human. I will be some stupid robot.
Speaking about robots, I watched this one music video about robots and I totally like the concept.
That's all for today. This is sure a WISE post. I think my wisdom tooth is growing. HAHA. So that's all for today.
And I totally love Sg Wannabe now.
Friday, April 17, 2009
A Gift from SG Wannabe
SG Wannabe's back for sure and I'm loving it for sure. I heard they change agency and I'm NOT complaining. It's just great that they're back. And I'm sure loving Jin Ho's new hairstyle. Major seriously.
So today was a okay okay day. Not that great and not that bad. It's just that today was slightly better than usual but not GREAT. Okay, I'm blabbering.
I actually don't know what to write about. It's just that my head is blank right now. This month is sure a GREAT month because 2PM, A'STAR1, After School, SG Wannabe and Younha's Comeback.
I love All of them.
It's a blessing. After the Sports Practice and the stress due to the fact that mid year is like 2 to 3 weeks away, I think this is a blessing. When you watch SG Wannabe's performance, I feel so HAPPY and I don't know. Haha.
SO that's all. I love my blog's title. I'm sorry for the very ugly layout! Haha
So today was a okay okay day. Not that great and not that bad. It's just that today was slightly better than usual but not GREAT. Okay, I'm blabbering.
I actually don't know what to write about. It's just that my head is blank right now. This month is sure a GREAT month because 2PM, A'STAR1, After School, SG Wannabe and Younha's Comeback.
I love All of them.
It's a blessing. After the Sports Practice and the stress due to the fact that mid year is like 2 to 3 weeks away, I think this is a blessing. When you watch SG Wannabe's performance, I feel so HAPPY and I don't know. Haha.
SO that's all. I love my blog's title. I'm sorry for the very ugly layout! Haha
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Honey
I didn't go to school today because I was sick. Didn't do much things because I slept the whole day.
Well not really the whole day.
I don't know what to say.
I'm doing my homework.
And that's all.
Gonna play Trauma Center after this.
Yay.
Well not really the whole day.
I don't know what to say.
I'm doing my homework.
And that's all.
Gonna play Trauma Center after this.
Yay.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
ANDY File
I want to thank everybody in Andy for this wonderful file.
Together with the pen and the notebook.
The profile all are really nice.
I really love this present.
I'm not mad or sad that it's late because I know you guys are preparing something special for me.
You guys always do.
So thank you guys.
Not only for the file but for all the time you guys tolerate me.
I know I'm bad all the time.
But I'm thankful that you guys can tolerate it.
I'll try not to be bad.
Especially to NuBi.
Haha.
And I damn love A.N.D.Y Entertainment.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Cinderella Man
My day start very early for the first time. I have piano and my uncle came, that's why. So after that, I decided to look through some interesting thing in youtube and found, Cinderella Man.
I seriously want to watch Cinderella Man. The storyline is so awesome and I seriously like how the plot works. So that's why. And I love the OST. Can't wait for it.
Here's the teaser.
Teaser 1
Teaser 2
So that's all for today. I need to do my homework.
And i want to share the lyrics of Map the Soul. I like the way it is.
I seriously want to watch Cinderella Man. The storyline is so awesome and I seriously like how the plot works. So that's why. And I love the OST. Can't wait for it.
Here's the teaser.
Teaser 1
Teaser 2
So that's all for today. I need to do my homework.
And i want to share the lyrics of Map the Soul. I like the way it is.
i remember my first glimpse of her face
i saw you smile, then i smile
i was straight blown away
mesmerized by your beauty from your feet to your hands
how could one be so beautiful i don't understand
heaven sent, god's gift without a doubt in my mind
sometimes i wonder why our paths decided to collide
we started off as perfect strangers
boy meets girl, infatuation to love
now you're my whole entire world
destiny taps me on the back -- saying hello
but really it was your touch
no and i'll never let you go
then you spoke i never heard a voice so sweet
heavenly
and from her words man i knew this girl was deep
just like me
with times to worry and times to play
we'll sit and stress over life or just burn the day away
i know for sho' in our past life
we had to be friends livin and dyin together
knowin that we would meet again
it's just a blessin to have you in my life
i was destined, to be with you
my privilege so amazing no question
and i'm knowin, soon enough we'll get where we're goin
just thinkin about it i can feel my heart growing
am i trippin? or is it that i finally see?
i don't know, but my heart is saying that you're the one for me
please believe me, i'm exactly where i wanna be
this rhyme is written from my heart to you
sincerely
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
(tablo)
you turn a cocooned soul into a butterfly
and i, lose control, can never turn aside
you shine like summer skies, like when a lover lies next to me and says to me
you make me wonder why
you are a beautiful mystery
every note carved into musical history
assimile, metaphor, words not enough to
entrust to you,
trust that its true
we must have approved while we asked for evidence
dwell on past and sentiments, but we bask in eminence
every moment every day, busy getting paid away, the soul fades away into a grainy shade of grey
i pray, that you'll listen to what i say,
cause i feel like a missing shoe
this is to everything that you are,
the wild earth, a child's birth, sun moon and the stars
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
check it out
so i ask what would i be without you?
like stevie without wonder
hunger without food
a sheep without a shepherd
a sleep without your message
that despite the skeptics that i knew were true
and i knew, that there was more to life
and i grew, livin for the light
i took my answers, combined them with yours
it made life exciting but it closed some doors
with the crisis my life accelerated and deflated
sunk to the bottom, then elevated till i faded
but you always had my back though
when kids threw rocks at me, i'm on stage rappin -- still
i see kids without loveit brings tears to my soul
but why they always dry up
the world's gone bonkers
your heart in fear
and as long as i believe
you're the reason i'm here
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
L-O-V-E-U, i was made to be with you
made to be with you
made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, i was made to be with you
made to be with you
made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, i was made to be with you
made to be with you
made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, i was made to be with you
made to be with you
made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, i was made to be with you
made to be with you
made to be with you
i saw you smile, then i smile
i was straight blown away
mesmerized by your beauty from your feet to your hands
how could one be so beautiful i don't understand
heaven sent, god's gift without a doubt in my mind
sometimes i wonder why our paths decided to collide
we started off as perfect strangers
boy meets girl, infatuation to love
now you're my whole entire world
destiny taps me on the back -- saying hello
but really it was your touch
no and i'll never let you go
then you spoke i never heard a voice so sweet
heavenly
and from her words man i knew this girl was deep
just like me
with times to worry and times to play
we'll sit and stress over life or just burn the day away
i know for sho' in our past life
we had to be friends livin and dyin together
knowin that we would meet again
it's just a blessin to have you in my life
i was destined, to be with you
my privilege so amazing no question
and i'm knowin, soon enough we'll get where we're goin
just thinkin about it i can feel my heart growing
am i trippin? or is it that i finally see?
i don't know, but my heart is saying that you're the one for me
please believe me, i'm exactly where i wanna be
this rhyme is written from my heart to you
sincerely
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
(tablo)
you turn a cocooned soul into a butterfly
and i, lose control, can never turn aside
you shine like summer skies, like when a lover lies next to me and says to me
you make me wonder why
you are a beautiful mystery
every note carved into musical history
assimile, metaphor, words not enough to
entrust to you,
trust that its true
we must have approved while we asked for evidence
dwell on past and sentiments, but we bask in eminence
every moment every day, busy getting paid away, the soul fades away into a grainy shade of grey
i pray, that you'll listen to what i say,
cause i feel like a missing shoe
this is to everything that you are,
the wild earth, a child's birth, sun moon and the stars
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
check it out
so i ask what would i be without you?
like stevie without wonder
hunger without food
a sheep without a shepherd
a sleep without your message
that despite the skeptics that i knew were true
and i knew, that there was more to life
and i grew, livin for the light
i took my answers, combined them with yours
it made life exciting but it closed some doors
with the crisis my life accelerated and deflated
sunk to the bottom, then elevated till i faded
but you always had my back though
when kids threw rocks at me, i'm on stage rappin -- still
i see kids without loveit brings tears to my soul
but why they always dry up
the world's gone bonkers
your heart in fear
and as long as i believe
you're the reason i'm here
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
L-O-V-E-U, i was made to be with you
made to be with you
made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, i was made to be with you
made to be with you
made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, i was made to be with you
made to be with you
made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, i was made to be with you
made to be with you
made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, i was made to be with you
made to be with you
made to be with you
Friday, April 10, 2009
Surprise.
I hope you enjoy your surprise Andy. Sorry I couldn't be there because I have tuition and sorry just now tak sempat to belanja you. So today is basically a boring day.
What I do? Playing Cooking Mama. I just realized how boring my life now. I hope tomorrow can be more interesting. I feel so tired of life now. Like majorly. I don't know if I can cope with my studies and what's happening now.
OMG! I feel so stress. Maybe it's because of my marks and of course , the very hectic schedule everyday.
Sports practice, sports day and sports rehearsal. Even the words makes me so tired. Why can't I have a holiday now?
I'm so so tired! Why am I complaining? I just feel like it. I don't know what to do because my brain feels so so full. I'm thirsty. Need to go and have a drink!
What I do? Playing Cooking Mama. I just realized how boring my life now. I hope tomorrow can be more interesting. I feel so tired of life now. Like majorly. I don't know if I can cope with my studies and what's happening now.
OMG! I feel so stress. Maybe it's because of my marks and of course , the very hectic schedule everyday.
Sports practice, sports day and sports rehearsal. Even the words makes me so tired. Why can't I have a holiday now?
I'm so so tired! Why am I complaining? I just feel like it. I don't know what to do because my brain feels so so full. I'm thirsty. Need to go and have a drink!
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Happy Birthday Andey
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDEY!
This is the only decent picture of the two of us. That's why I post it.
Finally 17 tomorrow.
I hope you will have fun tomorrow.
Don't be sad for being a year older.
You know that only one year is left for you to be legal.
And you know what,
there's a lot of things to do with Top when you're 18.
So accept it as a blessing.
And have fun with it.
Although it will be SPM year for you, I know you will have fun with this year.
And enjoy life like you always do.
Why do I sound so intellectual.
Well, because I AM!
Haha.
So,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
And I'm glad to say that I'm the very first one to post in my blog.
So have fun.
The reason why I post it up so early because I'm scared I will forgot about it.
So that's why.
That's all for today.
Got loads of homework to do.
Bye.
This is the only decent picture of the two of us. That's why I post it.
Finally 17 tomorrow.
I hope you will have fun tomorrow.
Don't be sad for being a year older.
You know that only one year is left for you to be legal.
And you know what,
there's a lot of things to do with Top when you're 18.
So accept it as a blessing.
And have fun with it.
Although it will be SPM year for you, I know you will have fun with this year.
And enjoy life like you always do.
Why do I sound so intellectual.
Well, because I AM!
Haha.
So,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
And I'm glad to say that I'm the very first one to post in my blog.
So have fun.
The reason why I post it up so early because I'm scared I will forgot about it.
So that's why.
That's all for today.
Got loads of homework to do.
Bye.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
I don't know what to put as a title
So today I skipped school. Mainly because being a very lazy girl who never run, when I start running, my whole muscle like shocked and decided to betray me. It ache whenever I move. Like majorly.
And my face makes me look like I'm a mangsa kebakaran. So tomorrow I'm going to school. There's sport practice. How I dread sports practice and I have P.E after that. I will be burned again. Joy! That will be fun.
I'm going to look like my brother after this. How bad can the world be? Haha. So tomorrow is school so I have to do my homework. Arghhh... HOMEWORK.
By the way, I just realized there's this layout. I love the colour. I know, I'm RANDOM!
And my face makes me look like I'm a mangsa kebakaran. So tomorrow I'm going to school. There's sport practice. How I dread sports practice and I have P.E after that. I will be burned again. Joy! That will be fun.
I'm going to look like my brother after this. How bad can the world be? Haha. So tomorrow is school so I have to do my homework. Arghhh... HOMEWORK.
By the way, I just realized there's this layout. I love the colour. I know, I'm RANDOM!
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Back to the Real World
The Games Carnival is over! Yes, that's right. No more, staying in Cheras the whole day screaming your lungs out for your team and spy on some *ehem ehem*.
Now it's back to normal timetable with normal class. And of course, homework. I feel like killing myself. Like major seriously. I didn't do my homework and forgot that I have homework. I don't even know where's my homework.
And now I'm thinking. Am I going to do my homework?
Obviously I will say no straight away.
So I decided not to do my homework and sleep.
I'm so darn tired.
I never run so much in my life and I don't think I want to do it again.
So yea... Got to go now.
A bed is waiting for me.
Now it's back to normal timetable with normal class. And of course, homework. I feel like killing myself. Like major seriously. I didn't do my homework and forgot that I have homework. I don't even know where's my homework.
And now I'm thinking. Am I going to do my homework?
Obviously I will say no straight away.
So I decided not to do my homework and sleep.
I'm so darn tired.
I never run so much in my life and I don't think I want to do it again.
So yea... Got to go now.
A bed is waiting for me.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Games Carnival
Games Carnival time is here again. It's really really bad because I got a lot like a major sunburn. I can't stretch my face! I can't stretch my face. Do you know how bad that is?
Today is my first time playing something in Games Carnival. We got last but I think we had a lot of fun. It's so fun to go after the ball. So yea...
I actually don't know what to say because I'm so effing tired. I slept just now but still not enough. Got the feeling that I will do my homework the day before school is back to normal!
Today is my first time playing something in Games Carnival. We got last but I think we had a lot of fun. It's so fun to go after the ball. So yea...
I actually don't know what to say because I'm so effing tired. I slept just now but still not enough. Got the feeling that I will do my homework the day before school is back to normal!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Today
Today is nothing.
I really need to talk to Andey about something...
Haha. Update her.
Today is pretty dull considering that nothing happened.
Well, now I'm trying to force myself to do my homework because I just feel like doing an I-movie.
so for now, if anyone wants us to do any video, you are obviously...
NOT
welcome.
Haha. One good April fool before it ended.
Just need to let this out, I'm terribly stress about Physics PEKA just now.
It's like I don't know.
And of course, something else.
Only Nurain would know!
I really need to talk to Andey about something...
Haha. Update her.
Today is pretty dull considering that nothing happened.
Well, now I'm trying to force myself to do my homework because I just feel like doing an I-movie.
so for now, if anyone wants us to do any video, you are obviously...
NOT
welcome.
Haha. One good April fool before it ended.
Just need to let this out, I'm terribly stress about Physics PEKA just now.
It's like I don't know.
And of course, something else.
Only Nurain would know!
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